i’m on a hiatus from tumblr
also i started another more personal blog for PERSONAL STUFF so if anyone wants it, inbox me
i just want you guys to know that i suffered from an eating disorder at one point in my life. i got over it, but recently i’ve been obsessing over my appearance and weight. i’m incredibly insecure about my looks because of years of systemic abuse and bullying. if any of you notice me acting out in any sort of unhealthy manner, please, tell me in the gentlest way possible. i don’t want to have a total relapse. usually i’m pretty good at managing these sorts of things but as of late, i’ve really been struggling.
(please don’t give me “tips” or tell me what to do, since that usually makes me feel worse than i did previously and causes me to act out rather than help alleviate the situation.)
i’m gonna get ridiculously hot
i probably don’t need another beer but i’m gonna have another beer
both math papers read, and now my true adversary appears in the form of a 16-page draft which i have to program
i can do this